You took my hand into yours,

“I’m with you all the way.”

And before I knew it,

The words that came from your hands

Were nothing but lies.

Do you love me?

Did you love me?

Do you really love me?

Are you in love with me?

And each time, the answer was yes.

Lies, lies, and lies.

At this point, I sit, all sickened

When I thought of all the lies

You have spewed, and all that I believed

What a dumb fool in love, I was.

Even after you split us up,

Taking away two dogs and two cats,

I still thought highly of you, and I still loved you

Even still, you had my heart

Yet you never appreciated it, and you spit on it

You turned into a person who I never thought you were,

A liar, a disloyal person, and someone who could 

Never really communicate openly and maturely 

Someone who could never really own up 

To her misdoings and be a real woman

And now, you treat me with disrespect,

Treating me differently from others,

I could not wrap my mind around how you chose to cherish those

As opposed to me, someone who you shared twelve years with

Your priorities are definitely out of whack

And when I asked 

What exactly was the breaking point?

What was it that broke us?

And to this day,

You still could not give me a direct, clear answer

I’ve had to walk on eggshells around you,

Dancing around my words, in fear of pissing you off

Which would ensure you to block me off,

Cut me out of your life, and cutting all the ties between us

Everything’s gotta be your way and your time, or else

Life, as I’ve known it, for the past twelve years

Felt like nothing but a big lie

Just another sick game life decided to throw my way

And see how far it took to break me

Life. Congratulations, you win. 

For. 

I.

Am. 

So.

Broken.